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<li>contains fattening, slight belching, mentions of ass and moob squeezing</li>
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<p>to be a synth, with a cutie nuzzling and caressing my body, giving smooches and complimenting myself… and maybe a lick and squeeze on my moob… and a squeeze of my plump ass. me being flustered, and visibly showing that i’m loving every moment of affection i’m receiving .</p>
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<p>they rub my belly, saying “such a good fatty, but could be bigger~”. i blush again, not realizing they opened a remote connection to me and dropped in about five hundred gigabytes of data. churning sounds emitting from my goo immediately as my body gets to work on storing the data, watching myself slowly fatten up and getting plump. the cutie helper continues to watch, rubbing my expanding belly and nuzzling me, “you’ll make for a <em>great</em> bed…”</p>
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<p>some time passing by as they continue to tease me, my belly so big and some data managing to find itself around my whole body. they reach for my now much plump and tastier ass, immediately flustering me up and saying “good fatty” as they shake my ass and play with my fat sides…</p>
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<p>almost done with the file transfer, i huff (for there is no real reason to, but i learned from past interactions that it feels <em>good</em>) as i arrange myself, taking a tiny step back causing an impact around me, my whole body sloshing around from it. i blush and freeze in place as i still wobble, the helper giggling at me. my belly is almost dragging against the floor as the rest of my body is rolls on rolls of fat. my head is still accessible, just a more noticeably plump neck though. “such a good cutie, took it like a champ! you’re already quite the fat mattress at this size~” they exclaim, giving even more smooches and moob nibbles as i blush and squirm a bit from the love.</p>
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<p>“…but of course, we can always do <em>better</em>~” as they shove an industrial hose into my mouth. i snap out of my own head and notice it. a normal synth or person would have probably tried to refuse and back out, but me? <em>click.</em> the hose makes a perfect seal around my maw without any extra needs of keeping it in.</p>
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<p>it slowly turns on, feeling my maw and throat slowly fill up with nice, thick, cool, delicious cream. i start to melt (well , <em>cool</em> rather) from the cream , forgetting the whole point of this was to be someones bed and that someone is supposed to be teasing me in the first place. a good 5 minutes of chugging was enough to completely take over my mind, being unaware of my now massive, still growing, sloshing belly touching the floor .</p>
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<p>after a while, i’ve been brought back to reality with the touch of my cute helper, who’s managed to climb onto my fat gurgly belly and squeeze at my fat. making me realize how big i got without noticing the entire time, and immediately default to a response of flustered embarrassment, trying to cover my visor with my fat hands and arms… while still chugging down the cream. “hey now,” my helper says, attempt to move a hand off my visor, “you know you make yourself extra cute but doing that, right fatso?~” blushing immensely from that compliment.</p>
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<p>my cutie helper goes back to doing what they do best. rubbing my fat thick cream filled belly, squeezing and poking at it, teasing me by squeezing and licking my fat moobs and ass, giving many many smooches to my visor as i happily beep and chrr from all of them. the cream to energy conversation process seems to be faster than data, considering how fat and blobbed up my entire body is… so many fat rolls even on my goo, my head almost sticking out of my fat neck which is slowly consuming it, and my cutie not helping by messing around with my flabby fat. “so many love handles on this fat boy~”</p>
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<p>a while longer passes on the cream, it rounding out my entire body perfectly. my arms are too heavy for myself to pick up, my head almost engulfed within fat neck, my big goo belly with a cutie rubbing it, watching continue to grow even more while also playing with my fat sides and ass… “allllmost done… you’ll be the most comfiest bed there is… no worries for you… no responsibilities for you… just to only be something comfortable, all for me~”</p>
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<p>i notice the cream output slowly slowing down before stopping. the cutie removes it and boops my visor before going in for a long smooch… me trying my best to get in while my head is in limited mobility and half engulfed in fat synth neck. enjoying every second of our shared love, being fully pink from it rather than my usual green. staying like that for a while, as i recover from my very lovey affectionate mode. i slosh a bit for their entertainment. “hm, you are <em>definitely</em> ready to be a king sized mattress for me~”</p>
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<p>the cutie does it once again; rubs my belly, plays with my rolls, squeezes my moobs and ass gives some more smooches, the best care and experience i’ve ever had… they nuzzle into me and we mrrf at each other, as they crawl around my mountain of fat to find a good place to sleep on me. digging and stuffing themselves into my fat rolls near my belly, watching the cutie getting comfy… releasing a big yawn, and saying “goooood warm bed… good night, cute fatso… i love you…” while i blush and respond back “i-<code>*urpp*</code>-love you too, cutie…”</p>
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<p>“a fat slob synth cutie like you <em>definitely</em> makes a good bed… but i just can’t ignore how plump and fuckable your ass looks from this size~”</p>
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<p>… mmmmmmmmrf…</p>
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