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other sorts of mumbo jumbos that comes out of my brain. i may also do full blog posts and guides from time to time as well.</p>
<p>i try my best to sort my pages into separate categories:</p>
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<li><a href="./knowledgebase" class="internal" data-slug="knowledgebase">knowledgebase</a>,
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<li>a place that acts as… my knowledgebase. this will range from many things, such as whole blogposts or rants or opinions to (probably) helpful things like guides.</li>
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<li><a href="./writings" class="internal" data-slug="writings">writings</a>,
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<li>a place to store any fictional writings i do from time to time. most things in here are <em>nsfw</em> and generally will pretty much be the same exact kinks and fetishes on repeat (mainly consisting of fat, <em>sometimes</em> vore), so i suggest staying away if youre not a fan of that stuff</li>
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<li><a href="./dump" class="internal" data-slug="dump">dump</a>,
<ul>
<li>a place where i just dump anything else in here that doesnt fit into the other categories. this may range from what/how im doing, whole entire thoughts to simple short sentences of what i think about something.</li>
</ul>
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<li><a href="./horrors" class="internal" data-slug="horrors">horrors</a>,
<ul>
<li>a place where i vomit anything that i need to rip out of me. this <em>only</em> contains copious amounts of negative mental health posting and other unhealthy things, so theres the content warning for that.</li>
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<p>other places of interest:</p>
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<li><a href="./doing" class="internal" data-slug="doing">doing</a>,
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<li>a sort of publicized “to-do” list (“what im doing now”, “whats planned”, etc.)</li>
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