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so, i started college like. last year? time… flew about pretty fast actually, surprisingly. and i also didn’t do well my first year, in fact, totally fucked it up then somehow managed to recover just a tiny bit last minute. i’m unsure how that happened, but if i had to guess, probably my decline in mental health and generally being able to comfortably exist and having no support or help around it (an “iykyk” type of thing - if you’ve seen me on both of my fedi accounts you know what’s up or why i actually feel this way)

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i’m studying for info tech specialist. basically it starts off with the most easiest classes ever: “web programming” (just html, css then a little bit of javascript) and a class that has an actual name that i don’t remember, but was basically just learning how to use microsoft office. i thought they would be the easiest class ever, but they weren’t lol.

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well. okay, they were easy… and that’s how i failed both of them. the work was too easy i literally couldn’t focus or bother to put time into either of them when, in my mind, i could have been doing the same thing for something 100x better (in the sense of “i would feel 100 times more accomplished and proud of myself to do something that would also look 100 times better for myself and actual “personal gain” instead of being forced to make something by the book and what would feel like wasting time to me”) then surely enough keeping on the mindset until i was drowning in overdue work that i couldn’t even make up.

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similar-ish story for the office class, but it was more of a case that microsoft word was pretty easy and chill to do, then we moved onto powerpoint which was fine as well, then we moved onto excel and. fuck that. i just kinda gave up. and in the end, both classes fucked and i lost my financial aid support in just one semester (oh did i mention i live in the US btw? yeah i have to pay for this shit along with everything else in my fucking shitty ass life. i fucking looooove being american.)

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okay, lost isn’t actually what happened. i did get into like probation or whatever the hell where i had to do good in my next classes to not be fucked over. so i did. i messed up when registering though. i got 3 classes; an adobe one, a networking one and a computer programming class. i don’t know what the hell just blinked in my head that 3 classes despite being on the last tearing thread holding me right above a shredder and managing to lose my education in just a year where that was a good idea.

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anyways; the adobe one was pretty chill and, actually kinda fun. i pirated everything then had to pay for it for an assignment to use the stupid gen-ai feature for some reason… then never having to use that feature again. the computer programming one… sucked. badly. it was python, supposed to be like for babies but that class also really nailed it into in my head that i just Do Not like programming in terms of the computer world. i’ll gladly be a sysadmin and read documentation and configure things and be glad everything works, but yeah, actually coding something together, no matter what it is or what it’s made in, is the worst thing ever for me and you’re never going to get good results out of it. “isn’t your site just homemade html and css” it’s not at all close to actual programming. as for networking; ended up dropping it. had issues with the dumb cisco software we had to use for it (i use fedora, i ended up having to make a special ubuntu distrobox image and container to make it work) and even then i just couldn’t wrap my head around the assignments or to even do it.

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so as for the two classes that didn’t sound i was doing great in: for the programming class i just used an LLM to generate my final project because i was getting desperate but also tired as shit trying to deal at python code that my brain literally shut down immediately at the sight of it. networking, as i said, i dropped it, which also hurt my financial aid even more because apparently due to being on probation it would automatically suspend me for dropping a class even though they gave me the whole clear flag to do so.

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(to the zero people asking “why are you a synth if you’re bad with computers” - i dislike being in a human body, i think synths are cool as fuck, i like the idea of “Cool Tech Stuff” and a synth is kind of a flexible and easiest way to also mash multiple things i like together. besides, i’m running synth.download and enjoying it. anyways back to the college ranting;)

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thankfully though, the adobe class i managed to actually do everything well and on time, the programming class not so much but managed enough to pass both classes which helps my financial aid status a lot. i did notice a trend in those two classes that i procrastinated a lot and would only be able to churn out actual work when it was due literally like, last minute. i want to stop that behavior but it appears it’ll be hard without help or medication or anyone understanding me, etc.

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soooo… now what? my financial aid status is still not Great, but it is improving. i am taking some summer classes just to get them out of the way and they’ve been doing well so far. i’ll make little notes from time to time about things i find funny or out of content or actually genuinely interesting from them here. current class i’m taking is art appreciation. they just teach you the history of art, shapes and lines and stuff and how they work. stuff like that, it’s really easy and i’ve been managing to keep up so far.

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and that’s about it. yes, my financial aid is still not fully back but hopefully with these summer classes that can be improved. just wanted to state this here. cause why not.

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ruben, the fat NAS synth

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ruben, the fat NAS synth

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a gooey synth's notebook

dysfunction of the executive variety

2 min read

i don’t know why. but for some i can never get finish a project that needs to be done. i can start it maybe, if somehow, magically, i get the urge to do it, but good luck to me to try and complete it.

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dysfunction of the executive variety

2 min read

i don’t know why. but for some i can never get finish a project that needs to be done. i can start it maybe, if somehow, magically, i get the urge to do it, but good luck to me to try and complete it.

well. except if there’s a really soon deadline, which makes me want to kill myself the entire time, but usually at last minute i manage to GRIND through everything and finish it. not greatly, but most of the time just good enough. i don’t know why i wait until last minute, i don’t know how i do good at things last minute, everything sucks. i wish to put efforts into things and take my time to finish them properly. i can’t even do projects that i DO actually feel like doing and completing but can’t because “oh, you have important things to do first, you should do them before getting to these”

… okay, i DO know why i’m like this. i have untreated adhd and is possibly autistic, every time i try to ask for help, people seem to never understand me or it happens to be people who are in the same boat suffering.

everytime i try to figure out more about myself in this manner, i kinda just end up punching myself. it feels like not much really changes either way, and that everytime i try to look for more reasons of why “I’m Right”, it ends up just being something to claim as “excuses for me being lazy”.

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a gooey synth's notebook

Folder: horrors

3 items under this folder.

a gooey synth's notebook

Folder: horrors

3 items under this folder.

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a gooey synth's notebook

me and my dad

4 min read

if you know me, i am probably one of the most autistic and mentally unstable fucks out there that feels like i have no voice whatsoever and is afraid to speak to anything physically because it feels like everyone around me is just going to say the same unhelpful things that make me want to kill myself on the inside. or maybe you don’t, because i don’t think i actually really actually talk about this subject directly, and i just made up this label for myself like, right now, and i feel like its pretty accurate.

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me and my dad

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if you know me, i am probably one of the most autistic and mentally unstable fucks out there that feels like i have no voice whatsoever and is afraid to speak to anything physically because it feels like everyone around me is just going to say the same unhelpful things that make me want to kill myself on the inside. or maybe you don’t, because i don’t think i actually really actually talk about this subject directly, and i just made up this label for myself like, right now, and i feel like its pretty accurate.

i think it’s safe to say that my dad probably played a major part is kinda just. Being a bad parent? and you’re probably saying “hating your parents is shitty to be honest you’re probably just a shitty spoiled child” or “Ohhhh nooooo you must always love your parents no matter what ❤️” and, while yes, i do kind of agree with these takes, i think some of issues still also stem from my dad kinda just Sucking at taking care of me.

my dad is the one who got me into computers, taught me many things other parents probably usually don’t teach their kids, and things like that. i can’t hate him for that, otherwise i’d be a completely different person (or otherwise, just Not here at all.)

but. i will say. maybe a bit TMI for him, but he was definitely abused as a child and doesn’t see it. he acknowledges being “Broken” from his mom and as of recently shows heavy signs of said brokenness, but still considers her to be a great parent for borderline abusing the family to grow up and “Be Successful”

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the Car Battery incident

5 min read

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a gooey synth's notebook

hey, welcome to my notebook.

3 min read

treat this space as an endless journal (or as others call it, my “digital garden”) for myself that i expose to the internet. most of the time it will just be random thoughts, journaling and other sorts of mumbo jumbos that comes out of my brain. i may also do full blog posts and guides from time to time as well.

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a gooey synth's notebook

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hey, welcome to my notebook.

3 min read

treat this space as an endless journal (or as others call it, my “digital garden”) for myself that i expose to the internet. most of the time it will just be random thoughts, journaling and other sorts of mumbo jumbos that comes out of my brain. i may also do full blog posts and guides from time to time as well.

i try my best to sort my pages into separate categories:

  • knowledgebase, @@ -126,7 +126,7 @@ pre:hover > .expand-button {
  • writings,
      -
    • a place to store any fictional writings i do from time to time. most things in here are nsfw, so i suggest staying away if you’re not a fan of that stuff
      • +
    • a place to store any fictional writings i do from time to time. most things in here are nsfw and generally will pretty much be the same exact kinks and fetishes on repeat (mainly consisting of fat, sometimes vore), so i suggest staying away if you’re not a fan of that stuff
  • dump, @@ -156,8 +156,8 @@ pre:hover > .expand-button {
  • yes, my main site is generated with eleventy, but i failed to understand how to properly convert markdown files into full blogs and no existing examples actually helped bring me closer to understanding how to make it work.
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  • this/these page(s) may be buggy and certain links may just randomly break. this is also another issue i don’t have control of with quartz. once again, refer to above. if it becomes too much of an issue, you may just read the pages directly as a last resort.
    • -
  • this is my comfort zone. i will type everything in the way i feel like doing so, such as how all of this text is uncapitalized. i might make some “proper” pages from time to time, but again, my comfort zone.
    • +
  • some links may be wrong at random and error upon visiting. this consistently happens when you try to directly view a post via browsing a “folder”, avoiding doing that will have no issues.
    • +
  • this is my comfort zone. i will type everything in the way i feel like doing so, such as how all of this text is uncapitalized, all opinions are my own etc etc. i might make some “proper” pages from time to time, but again, my comfort zone.
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Sat, 14 Jun 2025 06:32:26 GMT - - ruben, the fat NAS synth - https://synth.download/~sneexy/notebook/other/ruben---synth - https://synth.download/~sneexy/notebook/other/ruben---synth - just a notice before anything this isn’t a replacement for my actual lore/sona page over at synth.download/me/ruben/, this is just a testing and thought-dumping ground for figuring out any “Lore” and facts about how ruben works and how he generally is as a synth. - Sat, 14 Jun 2025 06:32:26 GMT \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/sneexy/notebook/knowledgebase/half-assed-windows-7-transformation-for-windows-11-guide.html b/sneexy/notebook/knowledgebase/half-assed-windows-7-transformation-for-windows-11-guide.html index f13acf8..5c83ba2 100644 --- a/sneexy/notebook/knowledgebase/half-assed-windows-7-transformation-for-windows-11-guide.html +++ b/sneexy/notebook/knowledgebase/half-assed-windows-7-transformation-for-windows-11-guide.html @@ -116,7 +116,7 @@ pre:hover > .expand-button { padding: 0 12px; 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    a gooey synth's notebook

    half-assed windows 7 transformation for windows 11 guide

    11 min read

    welcome to a little dumb guide for something because i decided to try it out, realized it’s not that bad, and want to share my methods. turning windows 11 into something sorta like windows 7.

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    welcome to a little dumb guide for something because i decided to try it out, realized it’s not that bad, and want to share my methods. turning windows 11 into something sorta like windows 7.

    this guide just needs patience mainly, nothing here should be too difficult, just a bit time consuming.

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Being a bad parent? and you’re probably saying “hating your parents is shitty to be honest you’re probably just a shitty spoiled child” or “Ohhhh nooooo you must always love your parents no matter what ❤️” and, while yes, i do kind of agree with these takes, i think some of issues still also stem from my dad kinda just Sucking at taking care of me.\nmy dad is the one who got me into computers, taught me many things other parents probably usually don’t teach their kids, and things like that. i can’t hate him for that, otherwise i’d be a completely different person (or otherwise, just Not here at all.)\nbut. i will say. maybe a bit TMI for him, but he was definitely abused as a child and doesn’t see it. he acknowledges being “Broken” from his mom and as of recently shows heavy signs of said brokenness, but still considers her to be a great parent for borderline abusing the family to grow up and “Be Successful”\nwithout a doubt, he definitely tried doing the same to me. and for a while i thought it was also good parenting , before realizing, well. Not really. it hurt me a lot more than help, especially after realizing, and after that, i just lost all faith in my dad. i know what he’s going through, he isn’t well at all, and won’t last much longer, but. i can’t look at him the same anything. i can’t handle him. i just can’t deal with him anymore.\nand this isn’t just a case of “I just really don’t like him actually”, there has been multiple times where he treated me like shit, talked behind my back to my mother claiming that me failing to do something simple means I’m Lazy and that I Can’t Think and that I’m Stupid, not to mention the two times where i failed to do something basic and he told me that he “Prays to God” everyday to “Give up on me”. not to mention the Car Battery incident.\nit was only until a bit later where i did end up getting diagnosed with adhd, and for that reason every time i screw something up and i tell him that i do have a completely, valid reason for messing up and not being able to change, it’s always “well you’ve been able to do it before, so this is just excuses.”\ni don’t feel safe around him, pretty much. i can’t say anything because it always falls back to me being stupid or lazy or something, and everyone i try to talk to just doesn’t seem to entirely understand the situation. i’d say he’d even pretty much corrupted me, i know everything he says about me is bullshit, but i keep continuing to internalize it and break down and wonder why i can’t do things because he’s always done it to me since my entire life and i just never realized it’s actually a bad thing.\ni just wish to get away from him. to be somewhere safe. i guess. or just to be with someone who can properly understand me."},"horrors/the-Car-Battery-incident":{"slug":"horrors/the-Car-Battery-incident","filePath":"horrors/the Car Battery incident.md","title":"the Car Battery incident","links":[],"tags":[],"content":"\n\n \n this is Old \n \n \n\n\nthis is an old vent i made back in 8/5/24, not that anything is really invalid here or anything, but just note that is isn’t anything new (depending on how/when you’re reading this)\n\n\n\nyesterday we came back from vacation. it was fun, but somehow as soon as we got home the tire ran over the car itself and tore off a good chunk of the shell(? not sure how to speak in car terms) so we spent the night fixing it. my mom insisted that it would be better to do it tomorrow instead of tonight since everyone was tired, including him, but decided to do it anyways.\nthe issues began here! he constantly complained about how nobody helps him or has no support and complains about what easily makes him tired, except he does not, at all, communicate with us and for some god forsaken reason tries to just use gestures or hope that we will help because we notice him struggling, then complains when we don’t. like hello??? we’re right fucking there please just talk to us.\nwhat bothers me more is that for some reason he literally refuses to communicate with me directly. he will sometimes use my help, but instead of talking to me for help, he instead asks my mom to tell me to do something for him. which is actually beyond fucking stupid because between me and my mom there is a massive language barrier. then he gets pissed and does everything himself whenever we fail to communicate well to do something.\nthis was already hell enough but even though we did get it … mostly fixed in the end but my mother still refused to take it to work because she wanted us to fix some other parts that were broken, but did not need to be fixed for her to drive it. so we decided to check another car we had that we didn’t use because the battery in said car was fucked. of course, yes. it was fucked. so we made a quick trip to walmart (at this point it was like 9:30, almost 10 pm) to buy a car battery. after all that time we got home and realized we fucked up. my dad rants about how he has nobody to support or help him.\nonce again\nfor the love of god\nfucking TALK to us.\nwe do not know what you need if you literally REFUSE to fucking say anything !! how can one be so stupid. we went back to refund it, no go because it was too late and they were already closing everything. so we wait til tomorrow.\n\nand that was that day. today (8/5/24) we did some chores of paying bills and going to doctors, refunding the battery we bought and stuff, then we checked on the other car batteries. it was fine for the most part, until we went to the third store. for some reason, my dad wanted to get a battery that had the same exactly issue with the last one (the positive and negative terminals/poles on the batteries were swapped so we couldn’t actually connect it) despite the fact that we went to the previous stores and seemingly agreed that we want one that we can easily just pop in and have work. but no. this time, he thinks that its fine if we swap the battery.\nwhich, okay, it might. but.\nwhy the FUCK didn’t you do that with the previous fucking battery we bought holy SHIT . we already refunded that shit and we could have just done that but instead he decides to just argue with me on this at the store. he gets to the point where he does his classic “i’m glad you aren’t helping me because you suck at supporting me” and argues about how i suck at learning or following directions with “flipping” and stuff. and i understood everything he said. actually no, i understood that but nothing about the battery. and of course, when its over, silent treatment, he calls my mom and talk shit behind my back and tell her about my much i suck at helping.\nthen i realize, maybe i’m not a actually a failure. maybe i don’t want to kill myself, but maybe just like. get rid of him. he fucking sucks. he refuses to acknowledge that my disabilities, both diagnosed and possibly undiagnosed, makes me suck at doing things. and its worse because again, he refuses to acknowledge that, and he keeps trying the same style of teaching/telling me things which NEVER FUCKING WORKED FOR THE PAST 10 OR SO YEARS. and he STILL doesn’t fucking get it. he doesn’t realize that the fucking shit he tells me makes me so fucking miserable to live with him. he doesn’t realize its probably him for the reason of why i have suicidal thoughts or even am in therapy/counseling. he just fucking ignores it all.\nso like. yeah. fuck him i guess\ni should have told him something, but i’m afraid of the “outcomes” especially since i’m 18 now and i’m pretty sure he could just kick me out of the house or whatever if he wanted to. and it was in public anyways, that would have looked horrible. sorry i failed that part, but still, fucking hell."},"index":{"slug":"index","filePath":"index.md","title":"hey, welcome to my notebook.","links":["knowledgebase","writings","dump","horrors"],"tags":[],"content":"treat this space as an endless journal (or as others call it, my “digital garden”) for myself that i expose to the internet. most of the time it will just be random thoughts, journaling and other sorts of mumbo jumbos that comes out of my brain. i may also do full blog posts and guides from time to time as well.\ni try my best to sort my pages into separate categories:\n\nknowledgebase,\n\na place that acts as… my knowledgebase. this will range from many things, such as whole blogposts or rants or opinions to (probably) helpful things like guides.\n\n\nwritings,\n\na place to store any fictional writings i do from time to time. most things in here are nsfw, so i suggest staying away if you’re not a fan of that stuff\n\n\ndump,\n\na place where i just dump anything else in here that doesn’t fit into the other categories. this may range from what/how i’m doing, whole entire thoughts to simple short sentences of what i think about something.\n\n\nhorrors,\n\na place where i vomit anything that i need to rip out of me. this only contains copious amounts of negative mental health posting and other unhealthy things, so there’s the content warning for that.\n\n\n\nthis page is powered by quartz, and is fed by an obsidian vault.\n\n\n \n some notices about this page \n \n \n\n\n\nquartz has accessibility issues that i cannot control.\n\nunless there is other software like quartz i can use that won’t have these issues, this and other pages here will continue to be generated with quartz.\nyes, my main site is generated with eleventy, but i failed to understand how to properly convert markdown files into full blogs and no existing examples actually helped bring me closer to understanding how to make it work.\n\n\nthis/these page(s) may be buggy and certain links may just randomly break. this is also another issue i don’t have control of with quartz. once again, refer to above. if it becomes too much of an issue, you may just read the pages directly as a last resort.\nthis is my comfort zone. i will type everything in the way i feel like doing so, such as how all of this text is uncapitalized. i might make some “proper” pages from time to time, but again, my comfort zone.\n\n\n\n\nif you don’t think you’d want here, feel free to head back. no hard feelings."},"knowledgebase/half-assed-windows-7-transformation-for-windows-11-guide":{"slug":"knowledgebase/half-assed-windows-7-transformation-for-windows-11-guide","filePath":"knowledgebase/half-assed windows 7 transformation for windows 11 guide.md","title":"half-assed windows 7 transformation for windows 11 guide","links":[],"tags":[],"content":"welcome to a little dumb guide for something because i decided to try it out, realized it’s not that bad, and want to share my methods. turning windows 11 into something sorta like windows 7.\nthis guide just needs patience mainly, nothing here should be too difficult, just a bit time consuming.\n\n\n \n a few notes \n \n \n\n\nthis was only tested on the latest current version of windows 11 pro, 24H2, as a 64-bit operating system. compatibility with older versions, any version of windows 10, or other system architectures have not been tested by me, and i’d recommend not attempting either unless you know what you’re doing. (especially for arm, i’m pretty sure like one or two applications here will break if attempted on arm windows.)\ni consider this guide “half-assed” because this honestly does the job “good enough” to get it looking like windows 7, and honestly, on the surface, does look exactly like windows 7, but the more you poke at it, the more the skin kinda reveals itself. it’s possible to get way better, even 1-to-1 results of a transformation like this, but this is more of a “doing things manually because you don’t trust transformation packs or perhaps dealing with the whole “messing around with system files” type of thing” guide as i’m trying my best to use utilities that aren’t trying going to make your windows install explode after an update or something and at worst will just disable themselves to prevent things from breaking.\n\n\n\n\n\n \n i am not responsible if anything breaks on your system \n \n \n\n\ni am simply sharing my methods of getting this to work. you as the reader has chosen to follow this, before you actually start doing anything here, consider if you want to begin and please understand the risks that come with this. damage can be prevented if you ensure you’ve taken the necessary steps to save yourself.\n\n\n\nthings this guide doesn’t consider\nicons\ni personally haven’t been able to find a decent, modern method of getting windows 7 icons without finding some really old applications that haven’t been touched or some utility that screams “Malware” or a utility that requires payment. i’ll continue to look around, but for now, windows 11 icons are what we’re stuck with.\nfonts(?)\ni’ll just be using the windows 11 fonts here. i won’t bother to replace or use the windows 7 fonts on the UI or anything, i just simply don’t really care about that.\napplications\ni don’t see a reason to install the windows 7 applications, so i’m not going to. there a lot of methods to getting windows 7 applications on the latest version of windows, like this one, if you prefer that.\npreparation\nbefore we actually begin with anything,\n\nchange your color mode\n\nin the Settings app, under Personalization > Colors, choose “Custom” for “Change your mode”\n\nset Windows mode to Dark\nset app mode to Light\n\n\n\n\nensure you don’t already have any applications installed that may conflict with our setup, examples include Open-Shell, ExplorerPatcher, OldNewExplorer and such.\n\ni may in the future look into using these instead of using the paid / free-trial alternatives that are used in this guide.\n\n\n\nit’s worth noting that i am not trying to go for the “Stock Windows 7” look here, this setup is intended to be compatible with your current customizations (such as your own cursors, colors, sounds etc.)\nstage zero: system restore\nmake a system restore point before continuing on. otherwise if something goes wrong, you’re fucked. just search up “Create a restore point” and open the result that comes up, click “Create” near the bottom of the new window that pops up and follow the instructions.\nstage one installations & configurations\nSounds\ncompletely optional, but if you’d like, you can grab the windows 7 sounds uploaded onto the internet archive as a zip file on the right side and extract them.\nopen C:\\Windows\\Media in another window/tab, and from the folder you’ve just extracted, copy all of the folders inside of it straight into the Media folder. write into the existing folders (they have nothing in them, anyways).\nmake a new folder inside of the Media folder, call it Windows 7 for conveniences sake, and copy all of the audio files inside of the extracted folder into the new Windows 7 folder we just made.\nsadly, setting sounds are manual and there doesn’t seem to be a way of easily automating setup, but we can use this list provided by konsti to apply the sounds appropriately.\nopen up “Sound settings” by searching for it, which should land you in the Settings app. scroll down until you find More sound settings near the bottom, which should open up the control panel version of the sounds settings. click the Sounds tab at the top of that window, click on a sound in the “Program Events” list, click the Browse... button, and navigate into the folder of whichever sound scheme you like to choose under C:\\Windows\\Media. use the following list to set the correct sounds:\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nsoundfile nameAsteriskWindows Error.wavCritical Battery AlarmWindows Battery Critical.wavCritical StopWindows Critical Stop.wavDefault BeepWindows Ding.wavDevice ConnectWindows Hardware Insert.wavDevice DisconnectWindows Hardware Remove.wavDevice Failed to ConnectWindows Hardware Fail.wavExclamationWindows Exclamation.wavLow Battery AlarmWindows Battery Low.wavMessage NudgeWindows Balloon.wavNew Mail NotificationWindows Notify.wavNew Text Message NotificationWindows Balloon.wavNotificationWindows Balloon.wavPrint CompleteWindows Print Complete.wavProgram ErrorWindows Critical Stop.wavQuestionWindows Exclamation.wavSystem NotificationWindows Ding.wavWindows User Account ControlWindows User Account Control.wavBlocked Pop-up WindowWindows Pop-up Blocked.wavEmpty Recycle BinWindows Recycle.wavNotification BarWindows Pop-up Blocked.wavStart NavigationWindows Navigation Start.wav\nany sound not mentioned or left unmodified should be ignored.\nonce done, click Save As... near the top and save it with the name as the sound scheme you have chosen, then click Apply to set the sounds.\nCursors\nalso entirely optional, if you’d like the windows 7 cursors, you may download them here with the zip option on the right, and extract them. go into the extracted folder, into Windows 7, right click the Install.inf file and click Install in the context menu. search for “Change how the mouse pointer looks when it’s moving” in your start menu, and open the result that should appear, go into the Pointers tab on the top of the window, and choose Windows 7 in the list, ensure Enable pointer shadow is enabled and click Apply.\nAero7-11\nthis is the theme itself that will give us the windows 7 look and feel on the actual applications themselves. this must be applied after we finish stage one of our installations and configurations, so for now, just download the latest release and keep it in your Downloads folder.\nDWMBlurGlass\nwe’ll actually start things off with DWMBlurGlass. this is the utility that will give us the blur and transparency behind windows and emulate the aero glass feeling.\nfirst, head off into their releases and grab the latest x64 zip. extract the zip, go inside of it and rename the Release folder to something more friendly, like DWMBlurGlass, then go ahead and move it into the root of the C: drive.\nnow open C:\\DWMBlurGlass\\DWMBlurGlass.exe, a new window with settings and such should appear. click on the Symbol tab at the top of the screen, and click the Download button. once it’s finished, go back to the General tab and click the Install button at the top of the window. below that should be Effect Settings, go ahead and toggle on Enable Aero reflection effect, Restore Win7 style titlebar button size and Enable Win7 style titlebar button glow. click the little floppy disk next to the minimize / close button on the top right of the window to save and apply your settings.\nyou may also go into the Advanced tab at the top of the window and enable Use Accent color to override color settings RGB to use your windows accent color settings as the titlebar colors instead of having to manually mess around with the accent color settings (although the latter may give better results in most cases.)\nif everything is applied correctly, all of your windows should have proper aero transparency! excuse the weird button controls on the windows, as its required for the theme to look as close as possible to actual windows 7.\nStartAllBack\nthis application is going to do all of heavy lifting for us in terms of the start menu and taskbar. go ahead and download it from it their site and install it. it’s worth noting that it’s a free trial, with 100 days remaining. if you Know How To Use A Search Engine And Regedit you can easily reset the trial if you must, although the application is just $5 and is pretty good, so if you want to support the developer, that’s another route.\nonce installed, explorer should restart and the taskbar may look different. right click the taskbar and click “Properties” at the bottom of the context menu. a new window should appear with the StartAllBack settings and take you to its “Welcome” tab. just select Remastered 7 on this screen and it’ll give us a pretty good setup similar to windows 7, including all of little details like the volume and calendar widgets.\nyou may poke around with the other settings to your liking, but this is all we have to do here.\nWindhawk\nthis is basically a “Mod Manager”, if you will, for windows. it includes other things if you’d like to browser its mods and tinker with it, but we’re just going to need it for one thing related to getting the proper border style back on windows. download it from the website and install it. we’ll come back to this one later as well.\nSecureUxTheme\nthis is the application required for actually applying the theme. download its latest release (amd64 if x64, the other options if you’re attempting this on another architecture) and extract the folder. rename the folder to something more friendly, like SecureUxTheme and move it to the root of the C: drive, just like DWMBlurGlass.\nnow’s the point to save everything you have open and close them, open up C:\\SecureUxTheme\\ThemeTool.exe as administrator, agree to the warning that pops up, and click Install on the right side of the window, within the “Installation” group. when it’s done, reboot your system. this is required.\nstage two: properly theme it\nonce rebooted, we can now continue to finish theming it.\nAero7-11\ngo back to where you’ve stored the Aero7-11 archive and extract it. inside of the folder(s, may or may not be double foldered) should be multiple folders and readme text files.\ngo into the “1 - Theme” folder, copy all of the contents inside of that folder (which should consist of multiple .theme files and 2 folders) straight into C:\\Windows\\Resources\\Themes. once that’s done:\nSecureUxTheme\ngo and run C:\\SecureUxTheme\\ThemeTool.exe as administrator as from earlier, accept the warning, and choose Aero 7-11 Square in the list. below the list, feel free to toggle on Ignore background, Ignore cursor, Ignore color and Ignore sound to save the customization that we’ve made / you’d like to keep. click on the Apply button next to the options to apply the theme. and your windows should start to look a lot more like windows 7 now! there’s just one more step.\nWindhawk\ngo back into the Aero7-11 folder, and go into the “2 - Borders” folder and inside of that, go into the “Windhawk Mod” folder.\nopen up Windhawk itself, and click the Settings button in the top right, click on Advanced settings near the bottom, scroll down and click on More advanced settings once more. in the new window that appears, scroll down and find “Process inclusion list” and add dwm.exe into the list, then click Save and restart Windhawk.\nonce Windhawk restarts and opens itself up, click the Create a New Mod button on the bottom right, if a popup appears, click on Begin coding or anything similar to that. in the new coding window, delete all of the default contents. go back into the Aero7-11 folder, open the “Mod.wh.cpp” file in something like notepad, and copy all of the contents inside of that file into the Windhawk coding window. click Compile Mod on the left and let it finish. when it’s done, click Exit Editing Mode and it should be enabled! if not, enable it.\nand that’s it! windows should mostly be looking like windows 7 now, with some minor issues and strange things here and there, but its mostly windows 7!\nminor “Issues”\nwindow buttons / DWMBlurGlass\nthe window buttons may be touching right against the corner / edge of the window, which looks Bad. it’s possible to “Fix” this by going back into the DWMBlurGlass settings and disabling Restore Win7 style titlebar button size, although then you’ll end up with inaccurate looking buttons, so it’s a “Pick your poison” type of deal here\nokay, that’s it\ni don’t have any closing words or anything here, i hope you enjoy the windows 7 theme i guess. i’ll update this if there’s anything new or anything that needs to be fixed. feel free to contact me via whatever is on my site."},"other/ruben---synth":{"slug":"other/ruben---synth","filePath":"other/ruben - synth.md","title":"ruben, the fat NAS synth","links":[],"tags":[],"content":"\n\n \n just a notice before anything \n \n \n\n\nthis isn’t a replacement for my actual lore/sona page over at synth.download/me/ruben/, this is just a testing and thought-dumping ground for figuring out any “Lore” and facts about how ruben works and how he generally is as a synth. once i’m happy with what i have here, i’ll probably update the page above with the correct information as here and delete this page.\nmaking this public just to have the “Updated” lore.\nand if it wasn’t obvious, yes, ruben is me, i am ruben. i’m treating “Ruben” as a character but i’m trying my best to actually make us identical here. and to what i would prefer if i had the actual chance of “which body would you like and what would you like to do for a living”\n\n\n\n\n\n \n okay cool, now the warning \n \n \n\n\nthis page includes certain fetishes, mainly things heavily themed around fat, and some toppings of vore here and there. there may also being in general some Weird notes or other details here as well. nothing here is exactly nsfw or explicit, but please prepare yourself for these subjects. or just get off if you don’t wanna see it. up to you.\n\n\n\nruben is a fat synth. but also quite a specialized one.\nhe was made with the specific purpose of being able to handle large amounts/volumes of digital data, whether its storing the data on himself or doing massive file transfers directly between two devices! just not really in a professional setting, he helps out his friends instead… and is also mainly lazy, and chills with the skills of “average hobbyist selfhoster”.\nfrom his purpose, that’s mainly why he’s fat (and shows interest in gaining lots of weight and mass). his body stores a lot of data and energy, possible due to his body having another set of tissues which is compatible with storing and processing data! and that’s work well with the main special thing here:\nruben’s big gut and chest are made entirely of goo! and it’s not just one goo - there’s actually two layers of it inside, layered on top of each other. the outer layer, the thing you’re pretty much always going to look at unless you decide to get inside of ruben, is a thick layer of energy! it just stores energy to save for ruben. on the inner layer, is the goo substance that handles various data processing as well as storage. they both sit inside of a tightly sealed goo container which also allows them to convert and transfer energy/data between the goo and the synth tissues, and vice versa.\nthe data processing goo has an outer shell that makes it hard to penetrate through (although can manually disable it, and usually does if a friend wants to be inside of him via entering straight from his goo), the data is safely stored together in tightly formed “clumps”, not that they’re visible to anyone when inside nor can exactly be felt. and with the energy layer on top serving as extra protection, he is quite safe from possible data corruption or anything of the like, at least in terms of the goo section of him.\nalong with that, the inner data processing layer of ruben also serves as his stomach, as well as just being a comfy place for his friends to chill in. any “foreign objects” that enter it (e.g food or creatures) will have it’s own flexible shell formed around it to try and prevent any extra damage that could happen with floating around within the same space of data. the data processing function can also “digest” said “foreign objects” into data, if said data isn’t found to be useful when stored, it automatically gets marked as “garbage data” for him and can be processed into energy instead.\nthe outer layer energy goo is completely safe to eat if desired, and changes flavor/colors depending on his mood, so feel free to get some bites out of him!\nruben is fully capable of digesting normal foods (although, is unable to digest metals or anything of the sort). he can also belch and release gas (not through the other end though, ) and has emulated stomach sounds and grumbling. this isn’t required at all for him or anything, he just thinks it’s fun to have, especially to tease some friends with~\nhis head (the top part) mostly consists of the visor, taking up most of the front of the head. it shows the basics, his eyes, the nostrils (which are there! just snuck a bit under where they’re shown on the visor) as well as also being capable of displaying the current statuses for energy/charge levels and how much files and how many gigabytes/terabytes are stored on him. he has little discs attached on the side of his head, mounted near towards the back end of his visor, which have a display embedded in them. his antennas are also attached to said discs, which give his antennas mobility and allow them to move a bit.\nruben, unlike other synths, is fully capable of running actual, computer software! he can run hypervisors with whatever operating system and has compatibility layers for both x86_64 and arm64! (we notice he seems to prefer arm64 whenever possible, assuming it’s probably more efficient)\n…we’re still unsure how he can do that, but it seems to most likely be a component somewhere in him that extends his current abilities with extra and proper hardware. we’ve also noticed that his “firmware”, if you will, is also a bit more advanced than other synths, but still relatively minimal.\nhe gives out remote access to his body and systems to his friends, most of the time using it for, proper things, other times just to bloat him up for the hell of it. (not that he doesn’t like it~)\noh, he also likes being fattened up to hell. give him some zip bombs or overcharge him or something, he’ll be the perfect goobed~"}} \ No newline at end of file +{"dump/college":{"slug":"dump/college","filePath":"dump/college.md","title":"college","links":[],"tags":["irl","drain-dump"],"content":"so, i started college like. last year? time… flew about pretty fast actually, surprisingly. and i also didn’t do well my first year, in fact, totally fucked it up then somehow managed to recover just a tiny bit last minute. i’m unsure how that happened, but if i had to guess, probably my decline in mental health and generally being able to comfortably exist and having no support or help around it (an “iykyk” type of thing - if you’ve seen me on both of my fedi accounts you know what’s up or why i actually feel this way)\ni’m studying for info tech specialist. basically it starts off with the most easiest classes ever: “web programming” (just html, css then a little bit of javascript) and a class that has an actual name that i don’t remember, but was basically just learning how to use microsoft office. i thought they would be the easiest class ever, but they weren’t lol.\nwell. okay, they were easy… and that’s how i failed both of them. the work was too easy i literally couldn’t focus or bother to put time into either of them when, in my mind, i could have been doing the same thing for something 100x better (in the sense of “i would feel 100 times more accomplished and proud of myself to do something that would also look 100 times better for myself and actual “personal gain” instead of being forced to make something by the book and what would feel like wasting time to me”) then surely enough keeping on the mindset until i was drowning in overdue work that i couldn’t even make up.\nsimilar-ish story for the office class, but it was more of a case that microsoft word was pretty easy and chill to do, then we moved onto powerpoint which was fine as well, then we moved onto excel and. fuck that. i just kinda gave up. and in the end, both classes fucked and i lost my financial aid support in just one semester (oh did i mention i live in the US btw? yeah i have to pay for this shit along with everything else in my fucking shitty ass life. i fucking looooove being american.)\nokay, lost isn’t actually what happened. i did get into like probation or whatever the hell where i had to do good in my next classes to not be fucked over. so i did. i messed up when registering though. i got 3 classes; an adobe one, a networking one and a computer programming class. i don’t know what the hell just blinked in my head that 3 classes despite being on the last tearing thread holding me right above a shredder and managing to lose my education in just a year where that was a good idea.\nanyways; the adobe one was pretty chill and, actually kinda fun. i pirated everything then had to pay for it for an assignment to use the stupid gen-ai feature for some reason… then never having to use that feature again. the computer programming one… sucked. badly. it was python, supposed to be like for babies but that class also really nailed it into in my head that i just Do Not like programming in terms of the computer world. i’ll gladly be a sysadmin and read documentation and configure things and be glad everything works, but yeah, actually coding something together, no matter what it is or what it’s made in, is the worst thing ever for me and you’re never going to get good results out of it. “isn’t your site just homemade html and css” it’s not at all close to actual programming. as for networking; ended up dropping it. had issues with the dumb cisco software we had to use for it (i use fedora, i ended up having to make a special ubuntu distrobox image and container to make it work) and even then i just couldn’t wrap my head around the assignments or to even do it.\nso as for the two classes that didn’t sound i was doing great in: for the programming class i just used an LLM to generate my final project because i was getting desperate but also tired as shit trying to deal at python code that my brain literally shut down immediately at the sight of it. networking, as i said, i dropped it, which also hurt my financial aid even more because apparently due to being on probation it would automatically suspend me for dropping a class even though they gave me the whole clear flag to do so.\n(to the zero people asking “why are you a synth if you’re bad with computers” - i dislike being in a human body, i think synths are cool as fuck, i like the idea of “Cool Tech Stuff” and a synth is kind of a flexible and easiest way to also mash multiple things i like together. besides, i’m running synth.download and enjoying it. anyways back to the college ranting;)\nthankfully though, the adobe class i managed to actually do everything well and on time, the programming class not so much but managed enough to pass both classes which helps my financial aid status a lot. i did notice a trend in those two classes that i procrastinated a lot and would only be able to churn out actual work when it was due literally like, last minute. i want to stop that behavior but it appears it’ll be hard without help or medication or anyone understanding me, etc.\nsoooo… now what? my financial aid status is still not Great, but it is improving. i am taking some summer classes just to get them out of the way and they’ve been doing well so far. i’ll make little notes from time to time about things i find funny or out of content or actually genuinely interesting from them here. current class i’m taking is art appreciation. they just teach you the history of art, shapes and lines and stuff and how they work. stuff like that, it’s really easy and i’ve been managing to keep up so far.\nand that’s about it. yes, my financial aid is still not fully back but hopefully with these summer classes that can be improved. just wanted to state this here. cause why not."},"dump/ruben---synth":{"slug":"dump/ruben---synth","filePath":"dump/ruben - synth.md","title":"ruben, the fat NAS synth","links":[],"tags":["ruben","synth","reference"],"content":"\n\n \n just a notice before anything \n \n \n\n\nthis isn’t a replacement for my actual lore/sona page over at synth.download/me/ruben/, this is just a testing and thought-dumping ground for figuring out any “Lore” and facts about how ruben works and how he generally is as a synth. once i’m happy with what i have here, i’ll probably update the page above with the correct information as here and delete this page.\nmaking this public just to have the “Updated” lore.\nand if it wasn’t obvious, yes, ruben is me, i am ruben. i’m treating “Ruben” as a character but i’m trying my best to actually make us identical here. and to what i would prefer if i had the actual chance of “which body would you like and what would you like to do for a living”\n\n\n\n\n\n \n okay cool, now the warning \n \n \n\n\nthis page includes certain fetishes, mainly things heavily themed around fat, and some toppings of vore here and there. there may also being in general some Weird notes or other details here as well. nothing here is exactly nsfw or explicit, but please prepare yourself for these subjects. or just get off if you don’t wanna see it. up to you.\n\n\n\nruben is a fat synth. but also quite a specialized one.\nhe was made with the specific purpose of being able to handle large amounts/volumes of digital data, whether its storing the data on himself or doing massive file transfers directly between two devices! just not really in a professional setting, he helps out his friends instead… and is also mainly lazy, and chills with the skills of “average hobbyist selfhoster”.\nfrom his purpose, that’s mainly why he’s fat (and shows interest in gaining lots of weight and mass). his body stores a lot of data and energy, possible due to his body having another set of tissues which is compatible with storing and processing data! and that’s work well with the main special thing here:\nruben’s big gut and chest are made entirely of goo! and it’s not just one goo - there’s actually two layers of it inside, layered on top of each other. the outer layer, the thing you’re pretty much always going to look at unless you decide to get inside of ruben, is a thick layer of energy! it just stores energy to save for ruben. on the inner layer, is the goo substance that handles various data processing as well as storage. they both sit inside of a tightly sealed goo container which also allows them to convert and transfer energy/data between the goo and the synth tissues, and vice versa.\nthe data processing goo has an outer shell that makes it hard to penetrate through (although can manually disable it, and usually does if a friend wants to be inside of him via entering straight from his goo), the data is safely stored together in tightly formed “clumps”, not that they’re visible to anyone when inside nor can exactly be felt. and with the energy layer on top serving as extra protection, he is quite safe from possible data corruption or anything of the like, at least in terms of the goo section of him.\nalong with that, the inner data processing layer of ruben also serves as his stomach, as well as just being a comfy place for his friends to chill in. any “foreign objects” that enter it (e.g food or creatures) will have it’s own flexible shell formed around it to try and prevent any extra damage that could happen with floating around within the same space of data. the data processing function can also “digest” said “foreign objects” into data, if said data isn’t found to be useful when stored, it automatically gets marked as “garbage data” for him and can be processed into energy instead.\nthe outer layer energy goo is completely safe to eat if desired, and changes flavor/colors depending on his mood, so feel free to get some bites out of him!\nruben is fully capable of digesting normal foods (although, is unable to digest metals or anything of the sort). he can also belch and release gas (not through the other end though, ) and has emulated stomach sounds and grumbling. this isn’t required at all for him or anything, he just thinks it’s fun to have, especially to tease some friends with~\nhis head (the top part) mostly consists of the visor, taking up most of the front of the head. it shows the basics, his eyes, the nostrils (which are there! just snuck a bit under where they’re shown on the visor) as well as also being capable of displaying the current statuses for energy/charge levels and how much files and how many gigabytes/terabytes are stored on him. he has little discs attached on the side of his head, mounted near towards the back end of his visor, which have a display embedded in them. his antennas are also attached to said discs, which give his antennas mobility and allow them to move a bit.\nruben, unlike other synths, is fully capable of running actual, computer software! he can run hypervisors with whatever operating system and has compatibility layers for both x86_64 and arm64! (we notice he seems to prefer arm64 whenever possible, assuming it’s probably more efficient)\n…we’re still unsure how he can do that, but it seems to most likely be a component somewhere in him that extends his current abilities with extra and proper hardware. we’ve also noticed that his “firmware”, if you will, is also a bit more advanced than other synths, but still relatively minimal.\nhe gives out remote access to his body and systems to his friends, most of the time using it for, proper things, other times just to bloat him up for the hell of it. (not that he doesn’t like it~)\noh, he also likes being fattened up to hell. give him some zip bombs or overcharge him or something, he’ll be the perfect goobed~"},"horrors/dysfunction-of-the-executive-variety":{"slug":"horrors/dysfunction-of-the-executive-variety","filePath":"horrors/dysfunction of the executive variety.md","title":"dysfunction of the executive variety","links":[],"tags":[],"content":"i don’t know why. but for some i can never get finish a project that needs to be done. i can start it maybe, if somehow, magically, i get the urge to do it, but good luck to me to try and complete it.\nwell. except if there’s a really soon deadline, which makes me want to kill myself the entire time, but usually at last minute i manage to GRIND through everything and finish it. not greatly, but most of the time just good enough. i don’t know why i wait until last minute, i don’t know how i do good at things last minute, everything sucks. i wish to put efforts into things and take my time to finish them properly. i can’t even do projects that i DO actually feel like doing and completing but can’t because “oh, you have important things to do first, you should do them before getting to these”\n… okay, i DO know why i’m like this. i have untreated adhd and is possibly autistic, every time i try to ask for help, people seem to never understand me or it happens to be people who are in the same boat suffering.\neverytime i try to figure out more about myself in this manner, i kinda just end up punching myself. it feels like not much really changes either way, and that everytime i try to look for more reasons of why “I’m Right”, it ends up just being something to claim as “excuses for me being lazy”.\nbut. eh.\nagain, nobody understands. especially being surrounded by my parents who think everything that happens with me happens because i’m a “Misbehaving Child”, so i’m kinda just left to believe i’m fucked up and not normal and want to hurt myself over the fact that i can’t do anything right…?\ni guess with all of this to say, thanks to everyone who sticks with me. and for trying to help. i appreciate it. i just suck at words."},"horrors/me-and-my-dad":{"slug":"horrors/me-and-my-dad","filePath":"horrors/me and my dad.md","title":"me and my dad","links":["horrors/the-Car-Battery-incident"],"tags":[],"content":"if you know me, i am probably one of the most autistic and mentally unstable fucks out there that feels like i have no voice whatsoever and is afraid to speak to anything physically because it feels like everyone around me is just going to say the same unhelpful things that make me want to kill myself on the inside. or maybe you don’t, because i don’t think i actually really actually talk about this subject directly, and i just made up this label for myself like, right now, and i feel like its pretty accurate.\ni think it’s safe to say that my dad probably played a major part is kinda just. Being a bad parent? and you’re probably saying “hating your parents is shitty to be honest you’re probably just a shitty spoiled child” or “Ohhhh nooooo you must always love your parents no matter what ❤️” and, while yes, i do kind of agree with these takes, i think some of issues still also stem from my dad kinda just Sucking at taking care of me.\nmy dad is the one who got me into computers, taught me many things other parents probably usually don’t teach their kids, and things like that. i can’t hate him for that, otherwise i’d be a completely different person (or otherwise, just Not here at all.)\nbut. i will say. maybe a bit TMI for him, but he was definitely abused as a child and doesn’t see it. he acknowledges being “Broken” from his mom and as of recently shows heavy signs of said brokenness, but still considers her to be a great parent for borderline abusing the family to grow up and “Be Successful”\nwithout a doubt, he definitely tried doing the same to me. and for a while i thought it was also good parenting , before realizing, well. Not really. it hurt me a lot more than help, especially after realizing, and after that, i just lost all faith in my dad. i know what he’s going through, he isn’t well at all, and won’t last much longer, but. i can’t look at him the same anything. i can’t handle him. i just can’t deal with him anymore.\nand this isn’t just a case of “I just really don’t like him actually”, there has been multiple times where he treated me like shit, talked behind my back to my mother claiming that me failing to do something simple means I’m Lazy and that I Can’t Think and that I’m Stupid, not to mention the two times where i failed to do something basic and he told me that he “Prays to God” everyday to “Give up on me”. not to mention the Car Battery incident.\nit was only until a bit later where i did end up getting diagnosed with adhd, and for that reason every time i screw something up and i tell him that i do have a completely, valid reason for messing up and not being able to change, it’s always “well you’ve been able to do it before, so this is just excuses.”\ni don’t feel safe around him, pretty much. i can’t say anything because it always falls back to me being stupid or lazy or something, and everyone i try to talk to just doesn’t seem to entirely understand the situation. i’d say he’d even pretty much corrupted me, i know everything he says about me is bullshit, but i keep continuing to internalize it and break down and wonder why i can’t do things because he’s always done it to me since my entire life and i just never realized it’s actually a bad thing.\ni just wish to get away from him. to be somewhere safe. i guess. or just to be with someone who can properly understand me."},"horrors/the-Car-Battery-incident":{"slug":"horrors/the-Car-Battery-incident","filePath":"horrors/the Car Battery incident.md","title":"the Car Battery incident","links":[],"tags":[],"content":"\n\n \n this is Old \n \n \n\n\nthis is an old vent i made back in 8/5/24, not that anything is really invalid here or anything, but just note that is isn’t anything new (depending on how/when you’re reading this)\n\n\n\nyesterday we came back from vacation. it was fun, but somehow as soon as we got home the tire ran over the car itself and tore off a good chunk of the shell(? not sure how to speak in car terms) so we spent the night fixing it. my mom insisted that it would be better to do it tomorrow instead of tonight since everyone was tired, including him, but decided to do it anyways.\nthe issues began here! he constantly complained about how nobody helps him or has no support and complains about what easily makes him tired, except he does not, at all, communicate with us and for some god forsaken reason tries to just use gestures or hope that we will help because we notice him struggling, then complains when we don’t. like hello??? we’re right fucking there please just talk to us.\nwhat bothers me more is that for some reason he literally refuses to communicate with me directly. he will sometimes use my help, but instead of talking to me for help, he instead asks my mom to tell me to do something for him. which is actually beyond fucking stupid because between me and my mom there is a massive language barrier. then he gets pissed and does everything himself whenever we fail to communicate well to do something.\nthis was already hell enough but even though we did get it … mostly fixed in the end but my mother still refused to take it to work because she wanted us to fix some other parts that were broken, but did not need to be fixed for her to drive it. so we decided to check another car we had that we didn’t use because the battery in said car was fucked. of course, yes. it was fucked. so we made a quick trip to walmart (at this point it was like 9:30, almost 10 pm) to buy a car battery. after all that time we got home and realized we fucked up. my dad rants about how he has nobody to support or help him.\nonce again\nfor the love of god\nfucking TALK to us.\nwe do not know what you need if you literally REFUSE to fucking say anything !! how can one be so stupid. we went back to refund it, no go because it was too late and they were already closing everything. so we wait til tomorrow.\n\nand that was that day. today (8/5/24) we did some chores of paying bills and going to doctors, refunding the battery we bought and stuff, then we checked on the other car batteries. it was fine for the most part, until we went to the third store. for some reason, my dad wanted to get a battery that had the same exactly issue with the last one (the positive and negative terminals/poles on the batteries were swapped so we couldn’t actually connect it) despite the fact that we went to the previous stores and seemingly agreed that we want one that we can easily just pop in and have work. but no. this time, he thinks that its fine if we swap the battery.\nwhich, okay, it might. but.\nwhy the FUCK didn’t you do that with the previous fucking battery we bought holy SHIT . we already refunded that shit and we could have just done that but instead he decides to just argue with me on this at the store. he gets to the point where he does his classic “i’m glad you aren’t helping me because you suck at supporting me” and argues about how i suck at learning or following directions with “flipping” and stuff. and i understood everything he said. actually no, i understood that but nothing about the battery. and of course, when its over, silent treatment, he calls my mom and talk shit behind my back and tell her about my much i suck at helping.\nthen i realize, maybe i’m not a actually a failure. maybe i don’t want to kill myself, but maybe just like. get rid of him. he fucking sucks. he refuses to acknowledge that my disabilities, both diagnosed and possibly undiagnosed, makes me suck at doing things. and its worse because again, he refuses to acknowledge that, and he keeps trying the same style of teaching/telling me things which NEVER FUCKING WORKED FOR THE PAST 10 OR SO YEARS. and he STILL doesn’t fucking get it. he doesn’t realize that the fucking shit he tells me makes me so fucking miserable to live with him. he doesn’t realize its probably him for the reason of why i have suicidal thoughts or even am in therapy/counseling. he just fucking ignores it all.\nso like. yeah. fuck him i guess\ni should have told him something, but i’m afraid of the “outcomes” especially since i’m 18 now and i’m pretty sure he could just kick me out of the house or whatever if he wanted to. and it was in public anyways, that would have looked horrible. sorry i failed that part, but still, fucking hell."},"index":{"slug":"index","filePath":"index.md","title":"hey, welcome to my notebook.","links":["knowledgebase","writings","dump","horrors"],"tags":[],"content":"treat this space as an endless journal (or as others call it, my “digital garden”) for myself that i expose to the internet. most of the time it will just be random thoughts, journaling and other sorts of mumbo jumbos that comes out of my brain. i may also do full blog posts and guides from time to time as well.\ni try my best to sort my pages into separate categories:\n\nknowledgebase,\n\na place that acts as… my knowledgebase. this will range from many things, such as whole blogposts or rants or opinions to (probably) helpful things like guides.\n\n\nwritings,\n\na place to store any fictional writings i do from time to time. most things in here are nsfw and generally will pretty much be the same exact kinks and fetishes on repeat (mainly consisting of fat, sometimes vore), so i suggest staying away if you’re not a fan of that stuff\n\n\ndump,\n\na place where i just dump anything else in here that doesn’t fit into the other categories. this may range from what/how i’m doing, whole entire thoughts to simple short sentences of what i think about something.\n\n\nhorrors,\n\na place where i vomit anything that i need to rip out of me. this only contains copious amounts of negative mental health posting and other unhealthy things, so there’s the content warning for that.\n\n\n\nthis page is powered by quartz, and is fed by an obsidian vault.\n\n\n \n some notices about this page \n \n \n\n\n\nquartz has accessibility issues that i cannot control.\n\nunless there is other software like quartz i can use that won’t have these issues, this and other pages here will continue to be generated with quartz.\nyes, my main site is generated with eleventy, but i failed to understand how to properly convert markdown files into full blogs and no existing examples actually helped bring me closer to understanding how to make it work.\n\n\nsome links may be wrong at random and error upon visiting. this consistently happens when you try to directly view a post via browsing a “folder”, avoiding doing that will have no issues.\nthis is my comfort zone. i will type everything in the way i feel like doing so, such as how all of this text is uncapitalized, all opinions are my own etc etc. i might make some “proper” pages from time to time, but again, my comfort zone.\n\n\n\n\nif you don’t think you’d want here, feel free to head back. no hard feelings."},"knowledgebase/half-assed-windows-7-transformation-for-windows-11-guide":{"slug":"knowledgebase/half-assed-windows-7-transformation-for-windows-11-guide","filePath":"knowledgebase/half-assed windows 7 transformation for windows 11 guide.md","title":"half-assed windows 7 transformation for windows 11 guide","links":[],"tags":[],"content":"welcome to a little dumb guide for something because i decided to try it out, realized it’s not that bad, and want to share my methods. turning windows 11 into something sorta like windows 7.\nthis guide just needs patience mainly, nothing here should be too difficult, just a bit time consuming.\n\n\n \n a few notes \n \n \n\n\nthis was only tested on the latest current version of windows 11 pro, 24H2, as a 64-bit operating system. compatibility with older versions, any version of windows 10, or other system architectures have not been tested by me, and i’d recommend not attempting either unless you know what you’re doing. (especially for arm, i’m pretty sure like one or two applications here will break if attempted on arm windows.)\ni consider this guide “half-assed” because this honestly does the job “good enough” to get it looking like windows 7, and honestly, on the surface, does look exactly like windows 7, but the more you poke at it, the more the skin kinda reveals itself. it’s possible to get way better, even 1-to-1 results of a transformation like this, but this is more of a “doing things manually because you don’t trust transformation packs or perhaps dealing with the whole “messing around with system files” type of thing” guide as i’m trying my best to use utilities that aren’t trying going to make your windows install explode after an update or something and at worst will just disable themselves to prevent things from breaking.\n\n\n\n\n\n \n i am not responsible if anything breaks on your system \n \n \n\n\ni am simply sharing my methods of getting this to work. you as the reader has chosen to follow this, before you actually start doing anything here, consider if you want to begin and please understand the risks that come with this. damage can be prevented if you ensure you’ve taken the necessary steps to save yourself.\n\n\n\nthings this guide doesn’t consider\nicons\ni personally haven’t been able to find a decent, modern method of getting windows 7 icons without finding some really old applications that haven’t been touched or some utility that screams “Malware” or a utility that requires payment. i’ll continue to look around, but for now, windows 11 icons are what we’re stuck with.\nfonts(?)\ni’ll just be using the windows 11 fonts here. i won’t bother to replace or use the windows 7 fonts on the UI or anything, i just simply don’t really care about that.\napplications\ni don’t see a reason to install the windows 7 applications, so i’m not going to. there a lot of methods to getting windows 7 applications on the latest version of windows, like this one, if you prefer that.\npreparation\nbefore we actually begin with anything,\n\nchange your color mode\n\nin the Settings app, under Personalization > Colors, choose “Custom” for “Change your mode”\n\nset Windows mode to Dark\nset app mode to Light\n\n\n\n\nensure you don’t already have any applications installed that may conflict with our setup, examples include Open-Shell, ExplorerPatcher, OldNewExplorer and such.\n\ni may in the future look into using these instead of using the paid / free-trial alternatives that are used in this guide.\n\n\n\nit’s worth noting that i am not trying to go for the “Stock Windows 7” look here, this setup is intended to be compatible with your current customizations (such as your own cursors, colors, sounds etc.)\nstage zero: system restore\nmake a system restore point before continuing on. otherwise if something goes wrong, you’re fucked. just search up “Create a restore point” and open the result that comes up, click “Create” near the bottom of the new window that pops up and follow the instructions.\nstage one installations & configurations\nSounds\ncompletely optional, but if you’d like, you can grab the windows 7 sounds uploaded onto the internet archive as a zip file on the right side and extract them.\nopen C:\\Windows\\Media in another window/tab, and from the folder you’ve just extracted, copy all of the folders inside of it straight into the Media folder. write into the existing folders (they have nothing in them, anyways).\nmake a new folder inside of the Media folder, call it Windows 7 for conveniences sake, and copy all of the audio files inside of the extracted folder into the new Windows 7 folder we just made.\nsadly, setting sounds are manual and there doesn’t seem to be a way of easily automating setup, but we can use this list provided by konsti to apply the sounds appropriately.\nopen up “Sound settings” by searching for it, which should land you in the Settings app. scroll down until you find More sound settings near the bottom, which should open up the control panel version of the sounds settings. click the Sounds tab at the top of that window, click on a sound in the “Program Events” list, click the Browse... button, and navigate into the folder of whichever sound scheme you like to choose under C:\\Windows\\Media. use the following list to set the correct sounds:\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nsoundfile nameAsteriskWindows Error.wavCritical Battery AlarmWindows Battery Critical.wavCritical StopWindows Critical Stop.wavDefault BeepWindows Ding.wavDevice ConnectWindows Hardware Insert.wavDevice DisconnectWindows Hardware Remove.wavDevice Failed to ConnectWindows Hardware Fail.wavExclamationWindows Exclamation.wavLow Battery AlarmWindows Battery Low.wavMessage NudgeWindows Balloon.wavNew Mail NotificationWindows Notify.wavNew Text Message NotificationWindows Balloon.wavNotificationWindows Balloon.wavPrint CompleteWindows Print Complete.wavProgram ErrorWindows Critical Stop.wavQuestionWindows Exclamation.wavSystem NotificationWindows Ding.wavWindows User Account ControlWindows User Account Control.wavBlocked Pop-up WindowWindows Pop-up Blocked.wavEmpty Recycle BinWindows Recycle.wavNotification BarWindows Pop-up Blocked.wavStart NavigationWindows Navigation Start.wav\nany sound not mentioned or left unmodified should be ignored.\nonce done, click Save As... near the top and save it with the name as the sound scheme you have chosen, then click Apply to set the sounds.\nCursors\nalso entirely optional, if you’d like the windows 7 cursors, you may download them here with the zip option on the right, and extract them. go into the extracted folder, into Windows 7, right click the Install.inf file and click Install in the context menu. search for “Change how the mouse pointer looks when it’s moving” in your start menu, and open the result that should appear, go into the Pointers tab on the top of the window, and choose Windows 7 in the list, ensure Enable pointer shadow is enabled and click Apply.\nAero7-11\nthis is the theme itself that will give us the windows 7 look and feel on the actual applications themselves. this must be applied after we finish stage one of our installations and configurations, so for now, just download the latest release and keep it in your Downloads folder.\nDWMBlurGlass\nwe’ll actually start things off with DWMBlurGlass. this is the utility that will give us the blur and transparency behind windows and emulate the aero glass feeling.\nfirst, head off into their releases and grab the latest x64 zip. extract the zip, go inside of it and rename the Release folder to something more friendly, like DWMBlurGlass, then go ahead and move it into the root of the C: drive.\nnow open C:\\DWMBlurGlass\\DWMBlurGlass.exe, a new window with settings and such should appear. click on the Symbol tab at the top of the screen, and click the Download button. once it’s finished, go back to the General tab and click the Install button at the top of the window. below that should be Effect Settings, go ahead and toggle on Enable Aero reflection effect, Restore Win7 style titlebar button size and Enable Win7 style titlebar button glow. click the little floppy disk next to the minimize / close button on the top right of the window to save and apply your settings.\nyou may also go into the Advanced tab at the top of the window and enable Use Accent color to override color settings RGB to use your windows accent color settings as the titlebar colors instead of having to manually mess around with the accent color settings (although the latter may give better results in most cases.)\nif everything is applied correctly, all of your windows should have proper aero transparency! excuse the weird button controls on the windows, as its required for the theme to look as close as possible to actual windows 7.\nStartAllBack\nthis application is going to do all of heavy lifting for us in terms of the start menu and taskbar. go ahead and download it from it their site and install it. it’s worth noting that it’s a free trial, with 100 days remaining. if you Know How To Use A Search Engine And Regedit you can easily reset the trial if you must, although the application is just $5 and is pretty good, so if you want to support the developer, that’s another route.\nonce installed, explorer should restart and the taskbar may look different. right click the taskbar and click “Properties” at the bottom of the context menu. a new window should appear with the StartAllBack settings and take you to its “Welcome” tab. just select Remastered 7 on this screen and it’ll give us a pretty good setup similar to windows 7, including all of little details like the volume and calendar widgets.\nyou may poke around with the other settings to your liking, but this is all we have to do here.\nWindhawk\nthis is basically a “Mod Manager”, if you will, for windows. it includes other things if you’d like to browser its mods and tinker with it, but we’re just going to need it for one thing related to getting the proper border style back on windows. download it from the website and install it. we’ll come back to this one later as well.\nSecureUxTheme\nthis is the application required for actually applying the theme. download its latest release (amd64 if x64, the other options if you’re attempting this on another architecture) and extract the folder. rename the folder to something more friendly, like SecureUxTheme and move it to the root of the C: drive, just like DWMBlurGlass.\nnow’s the point to save everything you have open and close them, open up C:\\SecureUxTheme\\ThemeTool.exe as administrator, agree to the warning that pops up, and click Install on the right side of the window, within the “Installation” group. when it’s done, reboot your system. this is required.\nstage two: properly theme it\nonce rebooted, we can now continue to finish theming it.\nAero7-11\ngo back to where you’ve stored the Aero7-11 archive and extract it. inside of the folder(s, may or may not be double foldered) should be multiple folders and readme text files.\ngo into the “1 - Theme” folder, copy all of the contents inside of that folder (which should consist of multiple .theme files and 2 folders) straight into C:\\Windows\\Resources\\Themes. once that’s done:\nSecureUxTheme\ngo and run C:\\SecureUxTheme\\ThemeTool.exe as administrator as from earlier, accept the warning, and choose Aero 7-11 Square in the list. below the list, feel free to toggle on Ignore background, Ignore cursor, Ignore color and Ignore sound to save the customization that we’ve made / you’d like to keep. click on the Apply button next to the options to apply the theme. and your windows should start to look a lot more like windows 7 now! there’s just one more step.\nWindhawk\ngo back into the Aero7-11 folder, and go into the “2 - Borders” folder and inside of that, go into the “Windhawk Mod” folder.\nopen up Windhawk itself, and click the Settings button in the top right, click on Advanced settings near the bottom, scroll down and click on More advanced settings once more. in the new window that appears, scroll down and find “Process inclusion list” and add dwm.exe into the list, then click Save and restart Windhawk.\nonce Windhawk restarts and opens itself up, click the Create a New Mod button on the bottom right, if a popup appears, click on Begin coding or anything similar to that. in the new coding window, delete all of the default contents. go back into the Aero7-11 folder, open the “Mod.wh.cpp” file in something like notepad, and copy all of the contents inside of that file into the Windhawk coding window. click Compile Mod on the left and let it finish. when it’s done, click Exit Editing Mode and it should be enabled! if not, enable it.\nand that’s it! windows 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continue to tease me, my belly so big and some data managing to find itself around my whole body. they reach for my now much plump and tastier ass, immediately flustering me up and saying “good fatty” as they shake my ass and play with my fat sides…\nalmost done with the file transfer, i huff (for there is no real reason to, but i learned from past interactions that it feels good) as i arrange myself, taking a tiny step back causing an impact around me, my whole body sloshing around from it. i blush and freeze in place as i still wobble, the helper giggling at me. my belly is almost dragging against the floor as the rest of my body is rolls on rolls of fat. my head is still accessible, just a more noticeably plump neck though. “such a good cutie, took it like a champ! you’re already quite the fat mattress at this size~” they exclaim, giving even more smooches and moob nibbles as i blush and squirm a bit from the love.\n“…but of course, we can always do better~” as they shove an industrial hose into my mouth. i snap out of my own head and notice it. a normal synth or person would have probably tried to refuse and back out, but me? click. the hose makes a perfect seal around my maw without any extra needs of keeping it in.\nit slowly turns on, feeling my maw and throat slowly fill up with nice, thick, cool, delicious cream. i start to melt (well , cool rather) from the cream , forgetting the whole point of this was to be someones bed and that someone is supposed to be teasing me in the first place. a good 5 minutes of chugging was enough to completely take over my mind, being unaware of my now massive, still growing, sloshing belly touching the floor .\nafter a while, i’ve been brought back to reality with the touch of my cute helper, who’s managed to climb onto my fat gurgly belly and squeeze at my fat. making me realize how big i got without noticing the entire time, and immediately default to a response of flustered embarrassment, trying to cover my visor with my fat hands and arms… while still chugging down the cream. “hey now,” my helper says, attempt to move a hand off my visor, “you know you make yourself extra cute but doing that, right fatso?~” blushing immensely from that compliment.\nmy cutie helper goes back to doing what they do best. rubbing my fat thick cream filled belly, squeezing and poking at it, teasing me by squeezing and licking my fat moobs and ass, giving many many smooches to my visor as i happily beep and chrr from all of them. the cream to energy conversation process seems to be faster than data, considering how fat and blobbed up my entire body is… so many fat rolls even on my goo, my head almost sticking out of my fat neck which is slowly consuming it, and my cutie not helping by messing around with my flabby fat. “so many love handles on this fat boy~”\na while longer passes on the cream, it rounding out my entire body perfectly. my arms are too heavy for myself to pick up, my head almost engulfed within fat neck, my big goo belly with a cutie rubbing it, watching continue to grow even more while also playing with my fat sides and ass… “allllmost done… you’ll be the most comfiest bed there is… no worries for you… no responsibilities for you… just to only be something comfortable, all for me~”\ni notice the cream output slowly slowing down before stopping. the cutie removes it and boops my visor before going in for a long smooch… me trying my best to get in while my head is in limited mobility and half engulfed in fat synth neck. enjoying every second of our shared love, being fully pink from it rather than my usual green. staying like that for a while, as i recover from my very lovey affectionate mode. i slosh a bit for their entertainment. “hm, you are definitely ready to be a king sized mattress for me~”\nthe cutie does it once again; rubs my belly, plays with my rolls, squeezes my moobs and ass gives some more smooches, the best care and experience i’ve ever had… they nuzzle into me and we mrrf at each other, as they crawl around my mountain of fat to find a good place to sleep on me. digging and stuffing themselves into my fat rolls near my belly, watching the cutie getting comfy… releasing a big yawn, and saying “goooood warm bed… good night, cute fatso… i love you…” while i blush and respond back “i-*urpp*-love you too, cutie…”\n[…]\n“a fat slob synth cutie like you definitely makes a good bed… but i just can’t ignore how plump and fuckable your ass looks from this size~”\n… mmmmmmmmrf…\n*urp*"}} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/sneexy/notebook/tags/drain-dump.html b/sneexy/notebook/tags/drain-dump.html new file mode 100644 index 0000000..95603e9 --- /dev/null +++ b/sneexy/notebook/tags/drain-dump.html @@ -0,0 +1,121 @@ + +Tag: drain-dump

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    to be a (fat) synth

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    • centers around ruben (referencing goo and data) and an unnamed “cutie helper” (could be you, if you want it to be)
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    to be a synth, with a cutie nuzzling and caressing my body, giving smooches and complimenting myself… and maybe a lick and squeeze on my moob… and a squeeze of my plump ass. me being flustered, and visibly showing that i’m loving every moment of affection i’m receiving .

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    they rub my belly, saying “such a good fatty, but could be bigger~”. i blush again, not realizing they opened a remote connection to me and dropped in about five hundred gigabytes of data. churning sounds emitting from my goo immediately as my body gets to work on storing the data, watching myself slowly fatten up and getting plump. the cutie helper continues to watch, rubbing my expanding belly and nuzzling me, “you’ll make for a great bed…”

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    some time passing by as they continue to tease me, my belly so big and some data managing to find itself around my whole body. they reach for my now much plump and tastier ass, immediately flustering me up and saying “good fatty” as they shake my ass and play with my fat sides…

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    almost done with the file transfer, i huff (for there is no real reason to, but i learned from past interactions that it feels good) as i arrange myself, taking a tiny step back causing an impact around me, my whole body sloshing around from it. i blush and freeze in place as i still wobble, the helper giggling at me. my belly is almost dragging against the floor as the rest of my body is rolls on rolls of fat. my head is still accessible, just a more noticeably plump neck though. “such a good cutie, took it like a champ! you’re already quite the fat mattress at this size~” they exclaim, giving even more smooches and moob nibbles as i blush and squirm a bit from the love.

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    “…but of course, we can always do better~” as they shove an industrial hose into my mouth. i snap out of my own head and notice it. a normal synth or person would have probably tried to refuse and back out, but me? click. the hose makes a perfect seal around my maw without any extra needs of keeping it in.

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    it slowly turns on, feeling my maw and throat slowly fill up with nice, thick, cool, delicious cream. i start to melt (well , cool rather) from the cream , forgetting the whole point of this was to be someones bed and that someone is supposed to be teasing me in the first place. a good 5 minutes of chugging was enough to completely take over my mind, being unaware of my now massive, still growing, sloshing belly touching the floor .

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    after a while, i’ve been brought back to reality with the touch of my cute helper, who’s managed to climb onto my fat gurgly belly and squeeze at my fat. making me realize how big i got without noticing the entire time, and immediately default to a response of flustered embarrassment, trying to cover my visor with my fat hands and arms… while still chugging down the cream. “hey now,” my helper says, attempt to move a hand off my visor, “you know you make yourself extra cute but doing that, right fatso?~” blushing immensely from that compliment.

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    my cutie helper goes back to doing what they do best. rubbing my fat thick cream filled belly, squeezing and poking at it, teasing me by squeezing and licking my fat moobs and ass, giving many many smooches to my visor as i happily beep and chrr from all of them. the cream to energy conversation process seems to be faster than data, considering how fat and blobbed up my entire body is… so many fat rolls even on my goo, my head almost sticking out of my fat neck which is slowly consuming it, and my cutie not helping by messing around with my flabby fat. “so many love handles on this fat boy~”

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    a while longer passes on the cream, it rounding out my entire body perfectly. my arms are too heavy for myself to pick up, my head almost engulfed within fat neck, my big goo belly with a cutie rubbing it, watching continue to grow even more while also playing with my fat sides and ass… “allllmost done… you’ll be the most comfiest bed there is… no worries for you… no responsibilities for you… just to only be something comfortable, all for me~”

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    i notice the cream output slowly slowing down before stopping. the cutie removes it and boops my visor before going in for a long smooch… me trying my best to get in while my head is in limited mobility and half engulfed in fat synth neck. enjoying every second of our shared love, being fully pink from it rather than my usual green. staying like that for a while, as i recover from my very lovey affectionate mode. i slosh a bit for their entertainment. “hm, you are definitely ready to be a king sized mattress for me~”

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    the cutie does it once again; rubs my belly, plays with my rolls, squeezes my moobs and ass gives some more smooches, the best care and experience i’ve ever had… they nuzzle into me and we mrrf at each other, as they crawl around my mountain of fat to find a good place to sleep on me. digging and stuffing themselves into my fat rolls near my belly, watching the cutie getting comfy… releasing a big yawn, and saying “goooood warm bed… good night, cute fatso… i love you…” while i blush and respond back “i-*urpp*-love you too, cutie…”

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    “a fat slob synth cutie like you definitely makes a good bed… but i just can’t ignore how plump and fuckable your ass looks from this size~”

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    … mmmmmmmmrf…

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    *urp*

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