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         <h2><a href="#history">creation, some history</a></h2>
         <p><small>the "history" is entirely optional if preferred, and isn't required/always 100% followed.</small></p>
-        <p>ruben was made by [creator], originally as a utility to help around his lab. he was originally based on a random synth model that has been found outside of some warehouse, completely sealed and brand new, with extreme heavy modifications and experiments done to the various body and parts. his original state of mind was made by using a model trained from [creator]'s mind, so he shares a good amount of traits and knowledge with [creator].</p>
-        <p>their time together was quite short, as after a short while [creator] started experiencing severe depression before shortly after commiting suicide, leaving ruben to take care of everything and suffer. he took heavy mental damage from this with his mind rewired from it, and tried his best to take [creator]'s place, but eventually realized it was too much of a task for himself to carry, and decided to find a way to leave the lab, and make a brand new life entirely on his own.</p>
+        <p>ruben was made by [creator], originally as a utility to help around his lab. he was originally based on a random synth model that was found outside of some random warehouse, completely sealed from manufacturing, with extreme heavy modifications and experiments done to the various body and parts. his original state of mind was made by using a model trained from [creator]'s mind, so he shares a good amount of traits and knowledge with [creator].</p>
+        <p>their time together was quite short, as after a short while [creator] started experiencing severe depression before shortly after commiting suicide. ruben attempted to "fix" it, which ultimately ended up leaving his mind in a damaged state with an attempt of his system doing an automated recovery, ending up with a completely rewired mind and personality. he tried his best to take [creator]'s place, but eventually realized it was too much of a task for himself to carry, and decided to find a way to leave the lab, and make a brand new life entirely on his own.</p>
         <p>as it currently stands, ruben tries to enjoy himself and explore new things he likes, finding some friends and exploring other things for himself. although he has also developed his own mental issues he attempts to fight. he lives with a few friends he ended up meeting up, and is currently under fine care.</p>
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         <h2><a href="#personality">personality</a></h2>
         <p>usually embarassed, quite asocial and always freezes up and feels the need to sob to himself whenever put in the situtation to talk to someone even for just a simple question. only feels comfortable around friends or creatures he thinks are cool. always in between of "wanting to meet more creatures and make friends" but also "afraid of being around others, always assumuing others secretly hate him".</p>
-        <p>known to have random mental episodes of all sorts, but friends around him usually know how to deal with it and help him get out of those states. sometimes tends to stay quiet about it, as he "doesn't know what's causing this".</p>
+        <p>known to have random mental episodes of all sorts, but friends around him usually know how to deal with it and help him get out of those states. sometimes tends to stay quiet about it, as he "doesn't know what's causing this", and most got used to that.</p>
         <p>tries to stay helpful and hopeful for everyone, but it gets tiring trying to do that.</p>
         <p>he enjoys getting teased about his size, and always attempts to hide it under embarassment (although most of that embarassment is genuine, he still loves the teasing).</p>
         <p>mostly lazy and mentally tired. sometimes may try to do something else and is well known for slacking off and doing other things that aren't important and avoiding the things that are important. seems to struggle with human's adhd but in synth form, and his friends attempt to help him accommodate for that.</p>